Time passes quite fast...i had been blogging for ard a yr le.
At lst started blogging just to kill time during Sip,
but now started to write more, it's a gd place to vent my unhappiness.
During tis half a year i found out tat i hav change a lot,
start to grow more mature in thkin abt my future (tat's wat i thk...Lol)
Started to feel tat i am too immature in the past,
maybe too protective by my parent, cuz i'm the onli girl..Lol
Found out tat i can't do a lot of things,like sewing button,cooking,n etc.
Too reliance on my parent in takin mi to places tat i'm unfamiliar with.
Used to go out with them often, n they are always the one guiding mi.
Just like the lamppost tat i need to guide mi when the road is dark.
So slowly i get used and rely on them when going anywhere...lol
I will also rely on ppl who are gd to mi, n who care abt mi,
In tis way, i need nt do anything, n just rely on them in helping mi.
I hate tis way of thinkin, i should not rely on anyone, but myself.
But from tis point of time, i will learn to be an independent person..lol
I will nt rely on anyone, learn tat nt to trusted anyone so easily.
In the past i just thk abt whether people ard mi are happy,
but nv thought of whether i am happy,
so in future i would concern abt myself more, take care of my health more.
Stay happy often, there's still a long way ahead of mi...YEAH
Try to learn more skills, n enriched my knowledge.
Firstly is to find a stable job,tat is useful to my future,
n filial to my parent who hav been showering mi with love all tis yrs.
I will nt thk abt romance thingy, as romance cannot be trusted...Lol
I love myself more : )
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